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Hello, hello. The train to Milan
is five minutes late.
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Doctor Canitz?
May I ask for the bag?
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- Good day, Karl. How is it?
- Thanks, good. Welcome back.
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But will you welcome me back to
a place like Agra? - Good day. Graham.
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-Canitz.
-You are also going to Agra?
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-The first time?
- First and last, I hope.
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- This is the fifth time I have been here.
– The fifth time?
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Then you must be seriously ill.
For me it was not necessary–
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-but the doctor thought it might be good,
and I needed a little vacation.
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I don't want to scare you, but you
could have chosen a nicer place.
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We can hope you will be out of here in a year.
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- No, one month at the most!
- We'll see.
13
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Who are we waiting for? Miss Toivonen,
the finnish girl? Is she still here?
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Here she comes!
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-Frank! Welcome back!
-Thanks. This is the Swedish doctor.
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-Canitz.
– The toivo. Sorry to keep you waiting.
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What a surprise that
See you again, Frank! How have you been?
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-Cigarette? - Cigarette?
-No, thanks. - Where have you been?
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Just on my little trip to Milan.
- I must have a new hat.
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- Do they really allow such excursions here?
- No, not directly. Rather the opposite.
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What you are not allowed to do, you do anyway.
Especially if your name is Vellamo Toivonen.
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I don't care
what the old man says.
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Dr. Lautensack, the chief physician...
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A real Prussian. How to get healthy
if you are locked in a cell?
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-What will he say now, when you come?
- Yes, it will probably get hot around your ears.
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I don't care!
If he fusses too much, I'll go my way!
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-What a beautiful church!
-And there is the sanatorium's burial ground.
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Nice to know
that they don't have to carry one so far.
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I have already looked out a place.
It is absolutely adorable...
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– Good day, Hugo!
-Welcome back.
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Doctor Lautensack is waiting for you.
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- Good day, Hugo. How is it?
- Thank you, just fine.
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It's Hugo, the place's alltiallo.
Abominable. And a bit dangerous...
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You better get along with him.
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- Well, here you are again.
-Welcome. How is it?
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Nothing further. It's been a bit messy.
Nice to be back here in peace.
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You would never leave here. As usual
do you have room 117, together with Fried.
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Is he still here?
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And here is a Swedish doctor...Canitz.
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- He will only stay here for a few weeks.
- Yes, I wouldn't think more is needed.
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Sure, just over the weekend...
- The passport, please.
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I don't want any explanations.
You wanted to have some fun–
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- and go to the theater, cabaret
and make "necessary" purchases...
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Yes... Precisely "necessary" purchases.
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If it happens again, I'll send you on your way!
You seem to be dissolving morale here.
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- Not on the doctor's morals, I hope?
-On the morale of my patients.
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I can't relate to you
time and time again you take these liberties.
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Dear Miss Toivonen, now listen to me.
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What stupid things you would do
anyhow if you were healthy–
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- but you are actually very sick!
Can't you catch your wits?
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I will try.
I admit it was stupid of me.
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But I got such a terrible longing
after a new hat. Look!
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Does it suit me?
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Are you getting dressed? The only thing that would dress you
I wish you went to bed!
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I also managed to buy nice pyjamas.
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-Reach?
-As usual.
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Doctor Canitz, now it's probably our turn
to enter the lion's ball.
58
00:09:00,480 --> 00:09:07,360
Good day, Mr. Graham. Well, what was I?
said? It would have been better if you had stayed.
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00:09:07,520 --> 00:09:11,320
Perhaps. But you have to be an optimist.
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You should be used to it by now.
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–Lautensack, chief physician.
– Doctor Canitz.
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-A colleague?
- No, doctor of literature.
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If you have been given your room, you should leave
back. You seem quite feverish.
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Sister will help you right.
I'll take a closer look at you tomorrow.
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00:10:01,200 --> 00:10:05,480
-Hugo has a fiancee.
–Same size?
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00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:09,840
- No, she is huge.
-Who is she?
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00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:14,640
– Tilde, the laundress.
- You gentle, big as a house!
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00:10:14,800 --> 00:10:20,720
Yes, with huge wings…
She is truly a sight for gods.
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00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:26,840
I went downstairs with the laundry and caught
them in the middle of a touching love scene.
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00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:32,760
- It was incredible! An amazing sight!
-What happened?
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She had to lift the little rascal
up to his monumental bust!
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Once there he behaved well.
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00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:55,800
Show some consideration, my friends.
Not everyone is used to our jargon.
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See you! Don't take it so seriously.
It doesn't make it any better.
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00:11:01,720 --> 00:11:07,520
You see...I don't want to...
I don't want to die!
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00:11:07,680 --> 00:11:13,880
- I want to live!
- You should, you're not one of the sickest.
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00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:20,680
No one gets out of here alive!
Everyone dies, one after the other!
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00:11:20,840 --> 00:11:24,960
- Everyone dies...!
- You shouldn't think like that.
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00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:30,280
But everyone feels that way sometimes.
Come, I'll follow you to the room.
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There are apparently one or two who
still have the nerve. I didn't think so.
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Requiem aeternam
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dona eis
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Lord
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...orationem meam
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ad te omnis caro veniet
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- Is it sister?
-Sh...
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Don't speak so loudly.
Good evening, Dr. Canitz.
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Sorry to intrude. That
is just Martin Dahlberg from Hanko.
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- Welcome here.
-Thanks. But how do you know that I...
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00:13:56,760 --> 00:14:04,880
After seven years here, you know everything
that happens. I just wanted to say hi.
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00:14:05,040 --> 00:14:09,000
- Isn't that forbidden?
- Of course.
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00:14:09,160 --> 00:14:14,920
Nocturnal visits are not allowed, however
there is a lot that is forbidden here.
93
00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:20,840
Instead of going to the toilet
I slipped in here - easy.
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00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:26,840
– A hut? You're not an absolutist, are you?
- No, of course not.
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00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:31,440
- It was nice to hear. Bowl.
-Bowl.
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00:14:35,960 --> 00:14:42,280
The little Italian anvil Santina
smuggle this across the border for me.
97
00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:46,800
We have an electric fence against Italy
next to here.
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00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:51,640
You earn six Swiss francs
on taking it that way.
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00:14:51,800 --> 00:14:56,440
Real Scotch whisky. Nice, huh?
Shit!
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00:14:56,600 --> 00:15:01,440
Best to be careful.
If I'm discovered, I get a passport.
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00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:05,760
Old man Lautensack
is not to be played with.
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00:15:05,920 --> 00:15:09,360
Have you really been here for seven years?
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00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:14,160
-Seven years, yes.
-But how is it possible to...
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00:15:14,320 --> 00:15:20,360
You get used to it. I slipped away
high school when the War of Independence broke out.
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00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:27,560
I've been through a lot, though
then I got TB and was bedridden.
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00:15:27,720 --> 00:15:31,600
It's only at night
I'm moving.
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00:15:31,760 --> 00:15:36,520
Last night it almost went to hell.
Did you hear the song?
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00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:43,360
The Swiss on 123 died this evening.
I met the priest and the whole entourage.
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00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:50,600
-You don't think I came, do you?
- No, it was just nice.
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00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:54,120
Well, then so. Bowl.
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00:15:59,000 --> 00:16:02,840
Well, how long are you planning to stay?
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00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:08,160
I don't know.
I'm not really sick.
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00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:13,880
I do have a bit of a fever,
but... A month, maybe.
114
00:16:14,040 --> 00:16:17,640
Yes, that's what they all say.
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00:16:17,800 --> 00:16:24,480
So far, only two Swedes have left
the place, but not with his life.
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00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:29,200
At first you are so down
that you just want to escape.
117
00:16:29,360 --> 00:16:36,200
I also tried to escape, but turned
back after a couple of bleeds.
118
00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:40,040
I was down in Venice.
119
00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:44,920
Now I stay here
as long as I persevere.
120
00:16:45,080 --> 00:16:51,560
Life can be quite bearable here, when
you get over the first period.
121
00:16:52,800 --> 00:16:59,600
I was thinking of going to Milan and suping
in a few days. Are you coming?
122
00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:06,040
To Milan? Yes, please. But how is it going?
that to? Is that really possible?
123
00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:12,280
Calm down, I know my Pappenheimers.
So you're coming along? It's nice.
124
00:17:12,440 --> 00:17:18,400
We leave the day after tomorrow. We will
make us a happy evening, trust me.
125
00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:23,720
Martin Dahlberg
doesn't give up in the first place.
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00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:29,560
I had a girl at home, but she
could not bear to wait, but took another.
127
00:17:29,720 --> 00:17:35,200
Since then, I've been dying to long
home. I have no one to long for.
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00:17:35,360 --> 00:17:41,240
Don't even read the papers. What
happening out in the world means nothing here!
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00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:47,320
As long as they don't close the borders, too
this is the only thing i care about!
130
00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:52,760
- If I want to dance, I travel to town!
-Sh, you can be heard!
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00:17:52,920 --> 00:18:01,280
Listen to me, get out of here as soon as possible
possible! Nobody gets well here! No!
132
00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:07,120
This is hell
from which one never comes! Never!
133
00:18:33,920 --> 00:18:39,000
- Well, it was just you.
-Only? It wasn't kind.
134
00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:44,960
I'm risking my life to
invite you to a hut. Do you want?
135
00:18:46,240 --> 00:18:51,400
- Well, how are you?
- I don't know. Badly.
136
00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:58,880
I try to see my situation
as it really is.
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00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:05,200
- No, you know what...
- I can't stand the evasions.
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00:19:05,360 --> 00:19:07,960
What now, then?
139
00:19:08,120 --> 00:19:14,040
- I try to see myself.
- Ugh, so terrible! What is it good for?
140
00:19:14,200 --> 00:19:21,480
-Have you ever tried it?
-I? No, damn it! You are wise.
141
00:19:21,640 --> 00:19:25,680
Hey, what happened to you in Milan?
142
00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:30,760
Or was Lautensack
so fucking to you?
143
00:19:30,920 --> 00:19:36,960
As soon as I try to be reasonable
do you think I'm not wise?
144
00:19:37,120 --> 00:19:44,720
Uh, gas up. Take a nap, then
you see it all more naturally again.
145
00:19:45,440 --> 00:19:51,320
I don't want to. I don't want to sup
to make it look natural.
146
00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:53,560
What the hell now?
147
00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:58,960
Sipping is just one way
to lie away from reality.
148
00:19:59,120 --> 00:20:03,520
No, the natural for us
is it hopeless.
149
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:08,320
I thought you were a strong girl.
150
00:20:08,480 --> 00:20:14,680
The girl you thought was strong,
she was just scared.
151
00:20:16,280 --> 00:20:22,200
And I who came here to propose
that we would make an excursion.
152
00:20:22,360 --> 00:20:27,520
- Now again?
-Probably you're coming along anyway?
153
00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:31,880
-Vellamo...
-What's the point, Martin?
154
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:37,680
I've done it so many times.
We come from nothing...
155
00:20:37,840 --> 00:20:41,400
...not that we are doomed.
156
00:20:41,560 --> 00:20:46,800
What the hell were you doing in Milan?
Something must have happened.
157
00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:52,200
Look at the hat roll.
I traveled to buy it.
158
00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:58,000
Me – a hat!
Look at it, it looks so flirty.
159
00:20:59,240 --> 00:21:04,480
- What am I going to use it for?
- It's beautiful!
160
00:21:04,640 --> 00:21:08,400
Yes, if it was on a pretty girl.
161
00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:15,640
A healthy rosebud that goes its own way
first meeting. But I... Look at it.
162
00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:21,480
And then look at me.
It's ridiculous!
163
00:21:21,640 --> 00:21:28,360
No, Martin, we're not from
something. We are stuck and we are doomed.
164
00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:33,680
What does it help to travel to Milan
and buy cute hats?
165
00:21:33,840 --> 00:21:37,640
What joy do I get from it?
166
00:21:37,800 --> 00:21:45,560
It was boring. I had hoped
that we would have a happy evening.
167
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:52,560
This Swede, Doctor Canitz,
almost promised to come along.
168
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:59,960
-When did you think of it all?
- The day after tomorrow.
169
00:22:00,120 --> 00:22:03,880
Well, maybe. We'll see.
170
00:22:04,040 --> 00:22:11,200
That's how it should sound! I knew that.
I'll get back to you then. Hello.
171
00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:24,640
A girl named Maria
she is waiting for me until the evening
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00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:28,440
Maria, she is beautiful
and it's spring outside
173
00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:20,440
Turn your elbows out. Thumbs in.
174
00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:24,000
Push your chin and shoulders forward.
175
00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:28,120
Stand absolutely still. - X-ray.
176
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:38,520
-Reach?
– The usual old – the cavern.
177
00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:42,800
-Is room 123 dead?
- Yes, he died last night.
178
00:23:42,960 --> 00:23:48,400
Lautensack doesn't like people dying here.
The place gets a bad reputation.
179
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:54,080
-Why didn't they send him away?
– Dr. Lautensack is only doing his duty!
180
00:23:54,240 --> 00:24:01,480
Yes, he is Prussian. But it is
not good for business if too many die.
181
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:21,280
- There was nothing further, I suppose?
- We will think about it a bit.
182
00:24:21,440 --> 00:24:25,880
- No news now?
-No. Lay down for now.
183
00:24:26,040 --> 00:24:32,120
- If I don't feel like it, then?
- Please leave room for the next one.
184
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:43,120
- You seem upset.
- He is so rude.
185
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:46,960
He always is, but he means well.
186
00:24:47,120 --> 00:24:51,440
I want to be treated decently.
Otherwise, I'll go my way!
187
00:24:51,600 --> 00:24:55,040
Don't take it that way! It serves no purpose.
188
00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:58,200
Signor Defie.
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00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:29,840
- What do you want?
- What are you doing here?
190
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:33,680
-What do you do yourself?
-Put that back!
191
00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:38,720
He there and me
have always been good friends–
192
00:26:38,880 --> 00:26:43,440
– and have always borrowed from each other
things...ties and stuff.
193
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:47,920
Now I bring it back
what he borrowed from me.
194
00:26:48,080 --> 00:26:53,400
Yeah...nobody knows now
that these are my things.
195
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:57,600
- I can't manage without them.
-So...!
196
00:26:57,760 --> 00:27:03,280
He borrowed ties when he was lying
for death? Nonsense! Put them back!
197
00:27:03,440 --> 00:27:06,520
Sure! Of course.
198
00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:13,920
But don't say anything to the chief doctor! Me
is poor, and he would throw me out!
199
00:27:14,080 --> 00:27:17,280
Don't touch me!
200
00:27:47,760 --> 00:27:51,240
Pst... Canitz!
201
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:56,480
- Tonight it will be. Everything is arranged.
-What then?
202
00:27:56,640 --> 00:28:03,840
Our little excursion. Vellamo Toivonen
also comes with. Are you following along?
203
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:09,920
Well, I don't know. I write some
lines and send in to you later.
204
00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:23,200
Good evening, Dr. Canitz. How have
we that with the temp here? Not so bad.
205
00:28:23,360 --> 00:28:27,800
No, I'm fine.
Do I have to lie for a long time?
206
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:31,520
Until you are completely fever-free.
207
00:28:31,680 --> 00:28:37,520
- Now we're going to talk a little about the future.
- So interesting. What did the plates show?
208
00:28:37,680 --> 00:28:43,360
-You don't want me to speak in riddles?
- No, absolutely not. Straight to the point.
209
00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:49,080
The plates show
that the right lung is violently attacked.
210
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:51,560
Really?
211
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:56,960
It is at an early stage,
but the process is active.
212
00:28:57,120 --> 00:29:04,000
The cavern, i.e. cavity, in the lung tissue
– big as a brown trout, filled with liquid.
213
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:09,920
The sink is nothing to brag about.
As the left lung is quite free–
214
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:14,680
- would that be good
to put a "pneu", a fumigation.
215
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:20,640
Does the doctor think it is necessary?
Am I that sick?
216
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:28,000
It is serious, but no over-
looming danger if we tackle it now.
217
00:29:28,160 --> 00:29:33,800
-How long does the doctor think it will take?
- You can probably stay here for six months.
218
00:29:33,960 --> 00:29:39,240
- Then you can probably continue in Sweden.
- Half a year?!
219
00:29:39,400 --> 00:29:46,400
- It's about saving a life.
-Save life? I had no idea…
220
00:29:47,480 --> 00:29:53,080
-When are we going to do that operation?
- On Friday.
221
00:29:53,240 --> 00:29:58,320
- So you agree to it?
-Of course, if that's the only way.
222
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:04,160
Excellent. Then you can lie down and collect
forces. Do you have anything to comment on?
223
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:09,120
– The room? The food?
- No, it's good.
224
00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:12,240
Goodbye for so long.
225
00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:20,680
-Hello. Hurry up now. How does it feel?
- Yes, nice.
226
00:31:20,840 --> 00:31:26,840
- Is it certain that no one sees us?
- Yes, trust me. Take one like this.
227
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:31,960
I have a headache. It's probably the fever.
228
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:37,560
There are funds for that. Take a couple
like that, and you'll be alert all evening.
229
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:40,560
Fall on now!
230
00:31:54,480 --> 00:31:58,120
– Miss Toivonen?
- Waiting in the car.
231
00:31:58,280 --> 00:32:03,680
- Won't they hear the car?
-No. And we drive with the lights off.
232
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:31,680
Don't look.
You look so damn good these days.
233
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:36,840
-On the contrary, you look brilliant.
- Don't strain yourself.
234
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:40,400
I THINK you do.
235
00:32:40,560 --> 00:32:45,480
- So wonderful to be able to break free!
- Can you handle it, then?
236
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:48,720
One night is enough.
237
00:32:48,880 --> 00:32:53,360
-Where are we going?
- I'm not talking about that.
238
00:32:53,520 --> 00:33:00,000
Remember I want good wine and
good food. Murmur, dancing and lots of people.
239
00:34:58,640 --> 00:35:02,800
-Well, Canitz, what do you think?
-Fantastic!
240
00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:08,320
But it feels strange
to suddenly sit here. Unreal.
241
00:35:08,480 --> 00:35:14,760
It is the only reality we have
– strange, twisted, unreal. Bowl!
242
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:20,480
what's wrong with you Don't you like it?
243
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:26,280
Sure. But if someone would
recognize us here, what happens then?
244
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:30,240
- He is afraid.
- It's just the habit.
245
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:35,040
-Drink, dammit!
- Yes, then it looks more natural.
246
00:35:35,200 --> 00:35:41,200
I feel like a schoolboy
as escaped. The principal will be coming soon.
247
00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:46,440
It is the Doctor's inherited complex,
upbringing and environment.
248
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:51,440
- That's what we've thrown away.
- I'm starting to understand.
249
00:35:51,600 --> 00:35:57,160
-What then?
- That we imagine that we are happy!
250
00:35:57,320 --> 00:36:03,760
Yes, why not? How else would we
do we manage? Cheers, Dr. Canitz!
251
00:36:03,920 --> 00:36:09,440
-Drink and be merry. Tomorrow...
–...comes Lautensack!
252
00:36:12,120 --> 00:36:17,800
The Italians have wine, they too, sure
you only speak French in the Nordics.
253
00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:22,920
No, now you young people are going to dance.
Grandpa will watch.
254
00:36:23,080 --> 00:36:27,560
-You can dance, right?
- No, it was a long time ago.
255
00:36:27,720 --> 00:36:34,200
Now you are old and tired.
But you dance. I'm going to drink.
256
00:36:34,360 --> 00:36:40,200
- May I be allowed, Miss Toivonen?
- With delight, Doctor Canitz.
257
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:11,040
Isn't that annoying
to be so accurate?
258
00:37:11,200 --> 00:37:16,760
I'm trying to find your tone,
but i can't find it.
259
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:21,720
- You look as if you were at Royal.
-So?
260
00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:28,360
It's just like you're hiding
behind a conventional armor.
261
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:32,440
You hold fast
in normal forms of life.
262
00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:38,120
-Do you have to be unbalanced to...
- So you mean that I'm behaving badly?
263
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:43,560
- No, not exactly...
- You are too new. You understand nothing!
264
00:37:43,720 --> 00:37:49,640
- At least I'm doing my best...
- You don't fit in here among us!
265
00:37:56,480 --> 00:38:01,280
- Now what? Are you back already?
- Cheers, Martin.
266
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:06,760
You don't get to decide.
Because you don't understand.
267
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:13,840
There was a different sound in the barking
when we were engaged...
268
00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:21,360
- How can they?!
- Leave them alone, you don't know them!
269
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:25,360
Sorry to intrude.
270
00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:31,360
Of course you think I'm crazy.
But are you both healthy?
271
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:36,560
-Healthy? Sure!
-You mustn't behave like this!
272
00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:41,560
-What do you have to do with it?
- You are young, it is your best time.
273
00:38:41,720 --> 00:38:46,960
All the most beautiful things in life are yours.
But that time is short! Too short.
274
00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:52,240
- And then you don't know anything.
- What do you want to say?
275
00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:57,400
But you don't understand
that life must not be thrown away!
276
00:38:57,560 --> 00:39:04,320
As if it wasn't worth anything!
You can't argue over small things!
277
00:39:04,480 --> 00:39:09,720
Life is unfathomable, deep and true!
Something amazing…
278
00:39:14,440 --> 00:39:18,120
Sorry. I shouldn't have said anything.
279
00:39:19,520 --> 00:39:24,280
But sometimes there are no words
for what you feel.
280
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:38,160
-Forgive me. Now I behaved badly.
- No, miss. I understand you.
281
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:42,720
Now I understand you.
282
00:39:45,240 --> 00:39:51,920
– Martin... Martin, do you hear?
- Yes, it's terrifying. What a sucker!
283
00:39:53,160 --> 00:39:57,640
- You should play instead.
- No, Martin.
284
00:39:57,800 --> 00:40:03,840
- I don't want to hear about this!
- No, Martin, you can't! Martin!
285
00:40:06,360 --> 00:40:12,120
Boy, when there's a famous one
pianist here you make us more happy–
286
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:17,520
– if you leave your seat to her.
Disappear!
287
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:19,960
Away!
288
00:40:21,000 --> 00:40:27,640
Ladies and gentlemen.
After this number...paragraph...
289
00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:31,480
...I have the honor to present–
290
00:40:31,640 --> 00:40:39,280
-Miss Vellamo Toivonen from Finland.
A world famous pianist!
291
00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:45,280
Miss Toivonen, you must!
292
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:36,360
I thought we agreed on that
not to make more excursions.
293
00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:41,560
-What does the doctor mean?
- You were in Milan the other night.
294
00:44:41,720 --> 00:44:46,520
-I?
- I have received a report!
295
00:44:46,680 --> 00:44:54,280
Who was with you? There were two gentlemen
with. You played the piano. I know everything!
296
00:44:54,440 --> 00:45:01,080
Yes, but the gentlemen were not from here.
It was acquaintances from Milan.
297
00:45:02,440 --> 00:45:08,600
You surely understand that this
has not improved your condition!
298
00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:12,560
Tell me, doctor, how sick am I?
299
00:45:12,720 --> 00:45:19,600
-Is it really starting to interest you?
- Yes, now. I want to know that.
300
00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:24,800
You know you are seriously ill,
and that we do everything…
301
00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:29,640
You can speak plainly, Doctor.
I am alone.
302
00:45:29,800 --> 00:45:36,840
I have no parents, no family,
no siblings – no one who misses me.
303
00:45:37,000 --> 00:45:42,120
-Isn't that an exaggeration, miss?
- No, it's true.
304
00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:46,440
No one misses me if I... Yes...
305
00:45:46,600 --> 00:45:52,640
Therefore I want to ask you: Am I
so sick that I can't get well?
306
00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:59,200
- No one can answer that question.
-I know, but what do you think, doctor?
307
00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:06,240
Well... I've seen a lot of people
who were worse than what you are now...
308
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:10,680
...that made it
by some miracle.
309
00:46:10,840 --> 00:46:15,160
But miracles don't happen very often.
310
00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:21,360
I can't with absolute certainty
tell me about your possibilities.
311
00:46:21,520 --> 00:46:26,880
Strange things happen.
One must never lose hope, but...
312
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:32,440
The doctor therefore means that
it would take a miracle…
313
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:37,800
No miracles happen,
everything has its natural explanation.
314
00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:43,480
But sometimes things happen
which we cannot explain. But...
315
00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:49,840
Yes...it would be necessary
such a wonder, Miss Toivonen.
316
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:55,480
Doctor Lautensack,
if now my case is so hopeless–
317
00:46:55,640 --> 00:47:00,640
- what does it do then
that I don't strictly follow the rules?
318
00:47:00,800 --> 00:47:06,160
It's pointless
to lie still and be careful!
319
00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:12,840
Nothing is pointless for so long
you don't know anything for sure.
320
00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:17,480
Where do you really want to go?
Miss Toivonen?
321
00:47:17,640 --> 00:47:23,200
I want to ask you one thing.
Let me play for an hour a day!
322
00:47:23,360 --> 00:47:30,840
Don't deny me that! About the doctor
just knew what it means to me!
323
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:34,160
So, you want to play?
324
00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:39,920
Well...you'll get to play,
Miss Toivonen.
325
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:42,560
Thanks!
326
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:49,840
Sister, the missus may play
one hour a day.
327
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:53,080
-Is it suitable after lunch?
-Thanks.
328
00:47:53,240 --> 00:47:57,560
- Was there anything else you wanted from me?
-No.
329
00:48:16,040 --> 00:48:22,000
PIANO MUSIC
330
00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:22,000
Well...this should be done soon.
331
00:48:30,080 --> 00:48:33,320
Doesn't she play wonderfully?
332
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:38,960
When did Dr. Canitz hear
Miss Toivonen play last?
333
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:45,880
Well, now it's going to be a bit of a sting.
Lie completely still.
334
00:49:30,440 --> 00:49:35,720
So, is that you?
Now you are certainly not so stubborn anymore.
335
00:49:45,880 --> 00:49:49,400
Well, was that you?
336
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:56,280
I heard you had surgery.
How are you?
337
00:49:56,440 --> 00:50:02,560
- Yes, it's just good. And you?
- I'm actually happy.
338
00:50:02,720 --> 00:50:10,040
I know. You have been allowed to play.
It's wonderful to see you smiling.
339
00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:15,600
Still, you have no idea
What does music mean to me?
340
00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:21,880
No, but when I hear you play
I think I probably have it.
341
00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:27,000
I can't believe
that you are a doctor of literature!
342
00:50:27,160 --> 00:50:30,840
I had imagined a dry pedant.
343
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:36,440
-Who quoted Goethe time and time again?
- Yes, something like that.
344
00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:43,640
Maybe they were like that before, but now play
we ping pong and look fast.
345
00:50:43,800 --> 00:50:47,080
A bit boring sometimes. Correct.
346
00:50:47,240 --> 00:50:53,120
No, you don't want to forget that? Me
I'm sorry I was so stupid. Sorry.
347
00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:57,600
It was useful for me.
I didn't understand anything.
348
00:50:57,760 --> 00:51:01,760
It was me who was stupid!
349
00:51:01,920 --> 00:51:04,800
-No!
-Yes!
350
00:51:06,800 --> 00:51:11,120
We forget it.
I want to know more about you.
351
00:51:11,280 --> 00:51:14,800
-What then?
- Preferably everything.
352
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:20,160
It's not much.
My life has mostly consisted of books.
353
00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:24,000
I know more about others than about myself.
354
00:51:24,160 --> 00:51:29,600
- Have you never felt hunger for life?
-Yes. Now.
355
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:35,720
It was only when I came here
as I understood.
356
00:51:35,880 --> 00:51:40,920
That I had never lived
and never been young.
357
00:51:41,080 --> 00:51:46,880
Perhaps you have been consumed by books
– me of music.
358
00:51:47,040 --> 00:51:51,240
I was a musical prodigy.
359
00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:57,360
I was vain, made up
and terribly unnatural.
360
00:51:57,520 --> 00:52:01,040
I had it easy, but didn't last.
361
00:52:01,200 --> 00:52:06,720
I never quite succeeded.
There was always something missing.
362
00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:13,600
I didn't realize you can't just
make a career, but also have to live.
363
00:52:13,760 --> 00:52:20,160
I have lived, amused myself and had
adventure in a hollow, stupid way–
364
00:52:20,320 --> 00:52:24,680
- but it was nothing. Weird...
365
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:30,520
Back when I got to play so much
I wanted to, I didn't appreciate it.
366
00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:37,680
But now that I only get to play one
I'm happy for a few hours a day.
367
00:52:39,800 --> 00:52:44,960
- Why am I telling you all this?
- Incomprehensible.
368
00:52:45,120 --> 00:52:49,400
I feel comfortable here with you.
What could this be due to?
369
00:52:49,560 --> 00:52:54,000
- Unbelievable.
- Unfathomable.
370
00:53:06,240 --> 00:53:10,920
Where did you go?
You must be used to that sort of thing.
371
00:53:11,080 --> 00:53:18,840
Yes, you get hearing like a rat,
but tonight I was almost caught.
372
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:24,480
I had almost forgotten
that I was here at Agra.
373
00:53:24,640 --> 00:53:28,400
It hasn't happened since I got here.
374
00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:32,680
Good night. Sleep well.
375
00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:23,440
-Bravo.
- It's not two o'clock yet.
376
00:57:23,600 --> 00:57:27,280
-No.
– Did the doctor want me something?
377
00:57:27,440 --> 00:57:32,360
I just wanted to say
that you play brilliantly.
378
00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:36,720
No, I'm completely out of shape.
379
00:57:36,880 --> 00:57:41,800
-Doctor Canitz, how do you feel?
- Thanks, good.
380
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:48,800
It doesn't look like that. I want to ask you
one thing. Do you really want to get healthy?
381
00:57:48,960 --> 00:57:54,760
- A strange question.
- You do everything to not get well.
382
00:57:54,920 --> 00:58:00,680
- The doctor says I'm not lying.
- I ask you to go down to your room.
383
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:06,920
You think you can cure us by
lock us in. I don't believe it!
384
00:58:07,080 --> 00:58:13,520
- I don't need your approval.
-If you were psychological, you realized...
385
00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:20,480
...that the most important thing is to get life-
lust. Your methods kill the will to live!
386
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:27,040
I neither can nor want to discuss
my methods with you. Go to bed.
387
00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:41,840
Miss, I beg you not to encourage
his propensity for self-assertion–
388
00:58:42,000 --> 00:58:47,280
-even if you share his disdain
for my methods.
389
00:58:47,440 --> 00:58:54,000
It doesn't just apply to your health,
but also his. Think about it, miss.
390
00:59:03,920 --> 00:59:11,000
And maybe tonight
391
00:59:11,160 --> 00:59:17,680
fate is hollow towards me
392
00:59:19,440 --> 00:59:26,040
I love this girl
393
00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:32,560
She has such clear eyes
394
00:59:32,720 --> 00:59:40,240
I want to ask a question
395
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:47,400
if she loves me
396
00:59:48,800 --> 00:59:54,960
In her garden
397
00:59:55,120 --> 01:00:01,600
I pick beautiful flowers
398
01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:09,760
A song for her I sing
399
01:00:11,080 --> 01:00:17,600
a love serenade
400
01:00:29,600 --> 01:00:33,600
-Is that you?
-Yes.
401
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:48,440
I felt you would come.
I was waiting for you.
402
01:00:51,720 --> 01:00:55,640
I have longed for you.
403
01:01:06,000 --> 01:01:10,040
Now I understand
how poor my life has been.
404
01:01:10,200 --> 01:01:17,560
Forget the past. That which is, that
that comes, is what matters.
405
01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:21,040
Our future - your life and mine.
406
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:28,000
We have no future, Vilhelm,
but we have one now. Now, now, now!
407
01:01:28,160 --> 01:01:33,840
It is the only thing that is reality.
Everything else is dreams and fantasies.
408
01:01:34,000 --> 01:01:40,200
Everything that is now is worth a lifetime
disappointments, poverty and emptiness!
409
01:01:40,360 --> 01:01:46,000
It's like an alpine peak,
a sunlit alpine peak.
410
01:01:46,160 --> 01:01:54,160
It is the long life minute like that
costs a lifetime to reach.
411
01:01:54,320 --> 01:02:02,000
No, our life is not just a minute
- it's days, months and years!
412
01:02:02,160 --> 01:02:06,600
Beyond those mountains,
far away–
413
01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:11,920
– is our home where the two of us will live
when we leave this.
414
01:02:12,080 --> 01:02:18,080
- You are dreaming.
- Don't you think we should get a home?
415
01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:22,960
None of us are healthy.
I will never leave here.
416
01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:28,840
Yes, Vellamo. We will take care of you so well,
we'll take care of you.
417
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:35,960
- You will get healthier, look ahead again.
- Well, we'll see.
418
01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:41,640
But don't take mine away from me now,
for now – that's me.
419
01:02:41,800 --> 01:02:48,960
Yes, you are. It's your eyes,
your eyelids, your mouth–
420
01:02:49,120 --> 01:02:55,640
–your hands, finger by finger –
each one is a bull bald now.
421
01:02:55,800 --> 01:03:01,560
-Yes, isn't it lovely?
-The tip of your nose is a cheerful one now!
422
01:03:01,720 --> 01:03:08,120
- Yes, trust it.
-The whole of you is a now, a stubborn now.
423
01:03:08,280 --> 01:03:14,120
- A condensed and lovely morning moment.
- An alpine peak with sun on it.
424
01:03:14,280 --> 01:03:18,520
And the sun that shines on the alpine peak
are you
425
01:03:18,680 --> 01:03:22,160
I will heat, burn, heat.
426
01:03:22,320 --> 01:03:27,640
But I will give you strength and life
and believe in the future.
427
01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:31,360
But right as it is, the sun is going down.
428
01:03:31,520 --> 01:03:35,680
But it comes again.
It never fails.
429
01:03:35,840 --> 01:03:40,400
It always, always comes
always again.
430
01:03:41,040 --> 01:03:45,520
Yes... Yes. Yes!
431
01:03:45,680 --> 01:03:50,040
- Do you believe me now? Are you convinced?
-Yes!
432
01:03:51,200 --> 01:03:55,080
- Do you want to promise it?
-Yes.
433
01:04:01,280 --> 01:04:05,080
-What was it?
-Someone walked in the corridor.
434
01:04:05,240 --> 01:04:11,760
- Now go, before the whole hospital wakes up.
- Yes, but I will never abandon you.
435
01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:15,600
Remember that. Never!
436
01:04:39,000 --> 01:04:42,640
Miss Toivonen is playing.
437
01:04:43,880 --> 01:04:49,920
- It is said that she is fond of the Swede.
-Nonsense... And what do you know about that?
438
01:04:50,080 --> 01:04:56,560
-Nothing. But something is enough...
- Then what kind of something?
439
01:04:56,720 --> 01:05:02,240
I don't know, but he suddenly has
got a high fever and got worse.
440
01:05:02,400 --> 01:05:05,280
Don't jump to conclusions.
441
01:05:12,480 --> 01:05:16,480
Give him two ml of Tonocard.
442
01:05:18,360 --> 01:05:22,520
- Yes, what do you want?
- I happened to see...
443
01:05:22,680 --> 01:05:27,480
- What?
- It is my duty to speak about it.
444
01:05:27,640 --> 01:05:32,120
The other night I saw Dr. Canitz
enter Miss Toivonen's room.
445
01:05:32,280 --> 01:05:38,040
-What were you doing up at this time?
- There were completely natural causes that...
446
01:05:38,200 --> 01:05:41,720
You can go! Please go!
447
01:06:11,800 --> 01:06:17,960
Miss, do you remember I asked you
not to encourage Dr. Canitz?
448
01:06:18,120 --> 01:06:24,240
- Yes, but I promised nothing.
- I thought you understood me.
449
01:06:24,400 --> 01:06:29,760
-No.
- You heard what I said, Doctor Canitz.
450
01:06:29,920 --> 01:06:34,760
The patients
may not meet in the sick rooms.
451
01:06:34,920 --> 01:06:39,720
You have violated that prohibition.
No, no explanations!
452
01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:46,120
I can understand you as a human being
- as a doctor, I can't.
453
01:06:46,280 --> 01:06:52,040
This is not an adventure.
We love each other!
454
01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:58,040
- You can never separate us!
- I am forced to do it as a doctor.
455
01:06:58,200 --> 01:07:04,400
What do you mean? You have given me permission.
You said my life was lost!
456
01:07:04,560 --> 01:07:09,480
- Can't I get, when I finally...
- You are not that naive.
457
01:07:09,640 --> 01:07:12,720
You understood very well.
458
01:07:12,880 --> 01:07:19,800
It's not just about you now,
but about Vilhelm Canitz's health and life.
459
01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:25,400
-Is it that serious?
-Yes. Promise me to leave him alone.
460
01:07:25,560 --> 01:07:31,520
Don't meet him now. You know
how he is, that if you meet...
461
01:07:31,680 --> 01:07:37,120
Well, I don't need to say more, do I?
In his critical condition–
462
01:07:37,280 --> 01:07:43,240
-he can't stand any strain,
if you want him to get well.
463
01:07:43,400 --> 01:07:49,400
I have shown you great understanding, and
now I want you to help me.
464
01:07:49,560 --> 01:07:56,680
He is weak, but desperate. Let him
understand that he must be in silence–
465
01:07:56,840 --> 01:08:02,600
-that you cannot meet for a while,
that he must not worry.
466
01:08:02,760 --> 01:08:06,800
Will you promise me that? For his sake.
467
01:08:06,960 --> 01:08:09,320
Yes.
468
01:08:31,520 --> 01:08:37,880
COUGHS
469
01:09:40,960 --> 01:09:44,680
Hello! Hello!
470
01:09:44,840 --> 01:09:47,960
You! You...
471
01:09:50,760 --> 01:09:54,800
Vellamo, why don't you answer?
472
01:09:54,960 --> 01:09:58,160
Why don't you open?
473
01:09:58,320 --> 01:10:01,360
-Vellamo?
-William...
474
01:10:01,520 --> 01:10:07,720
I love you and long for you,
but you are sick and must be still.
475
01:10:07,880 --> 01:10:13,280
- You have to take care of yourself.
-Why don't you let me in?!
476
01:10:13,440 --> 01:10:20,160
- I can't let you in now.
-What has happened, Vellamo?!
477
01:10:20,320 --> 01:10:27,280
You must go to bed, my love.
You must rest. It concerns your health.
478
01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:34,480
- I'm starting to understand.
- Be calm. I only want your well-being.
479
01:10:34,640 --> 01:10:40,000
I love you,
but I can't let you in now.
480
01:10:40,160 --> 01:10:46,240
- When you are healthier, we can meet.
- You have been banned!
481
01:11:06,040 --> 01:11:13,160
Well, doctor, you are not satisfied
until you kill us both!
482
01:11:13,320 --> 01:11:18,600
- Calm down!
- You are taking away from me the only thing I have!
483
01:11:18,760 --> 01:11:24,120
I know what I'm doing. Miss Toivonen
and I have agreed.
484
01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:29,960
Cursed Prussians! You have forced
her! What do you think the effect will be?
485
01:11:30,120 --> 01:11:35,800
- You are killing us with your methods!
- Now that may be enough, Doctor Canitz.
486
01:11:35,960 --> 01:11:41,800
Now I know what you are going for.
You are the enemy of all life!
487
01:11:41,960 --> 01:11:46,160
You hate everything
which you yourself cannot experience!
488
01:11:46,320 --> 01:11:53,200
You enjoy strangling us with
you damned medical paragraphs!
489
01:11:53,360 --> 01:11:57,000
But I can't find myself in it anymore!
490
01:12:27,160 --> 01:12:29,880
William...
491
01:12:30,040 --> 01:12:32,600
Will...helm...
492
01:12:33,360 --> 01:12:36,440
William...
493
01:12:38,600 --> 01:12:42,840
The Doctor, how is he?
494
01:12:43,680 --> 01:12:51,200
We're going to operate on him today, but don't worry
not you. The operation is probably going well.
495
01:12:51,360 --> 01:12:54,920
You can be perfectly calm.
496
01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:47,560
Are you there, Martin?
497
01:14:48,520 --> 01:14:52,440
I hardly see you.
498
01:14:52,600 --> 01:14:55,920
Well, sometimes...
499
01:14:56,080 --> 01:14:59,920
You, old man, you...
500
01:15:00,080 --> 01:15:05,120
Do you want me to go with you?
to Milan tonight?
501
01:15:05,280 --> 01:15:10,520
-Vellamo...
-Don't worry, Martin.
502
01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:16,440
Well...I want a new hat.
503
01:15:16,600 --> 01:15:20,480
I look so damn good now…
504
01:15:20,640 --> 01:15:25,160
...so I actually need to
a new hat.
505
01:15:25,320 --> 01:15:31,240
Let's talk about something else, something
we can remember with greater retention.
506
01:15:31,400 --> 01:15:34,920
Retention? What is that something?
507
01:15:35,080 --> 01:15:39,440
Do you remember last spring,
at Lago di Ceresio?
508
01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:43,960
we rowed,
and picked crocuses on the slopes.
509
01:15:44,120 --> 01:15:51,280
Did we? Well, that hasn't happened
us. You must have seen some oil pressure.
510
01:15:51,440 --> 01:15:56,000
It was a beautiful day.
You got cobwebs on your forehead.
511
01:15:56,160 --> 01:16:03,720
Well, well, Martin... What's the matter with you?
You don't usually remember stuff like that.
512
01:16:06,800 --> 01:16:12,720
Do you think I'm going to die? I want
not die. I want to travel to Milan.
513
01:16:12,880 --> 01:16:18,600
- I want to roll with you again.
- You're not going to die, you're going to get well.
514
01:16:18,760 --> 01:16:25,480
Yes, but not for picking crocuses.
No, I'm going to sup and dance!
515
01:16:25,640 --> 01:16:29,240
Vilhelm Canitz, you and me.
516
01:16:29,400 --> 01:16:31,560
William...?
517
01:16:31,720 --> 01:16:35,040
Who was that?
518
01:16:35,200 --> 01:16:38,520
Yes, now I remember.
519
01:16:38,680 --> 01:16:45,840
It was a short time, an episode
- a beautiful memory.
520
01:16:47,080 --> 01:16:52,720
I loved him,
but i didn't get it. No...
521
01:16:52,880 --> 01:17:00,280
There must be nothing beautiful,
something faithful, in Vellamo's life.
522
01:17:00,440 --> 01:17:03,960
He was too good for Vellamo.
523
01:17:04,120 --> 01:17:09,680
He was so nice
– so sensitive and so accurate.
524
01:17:09,840 --> 01:17:14,800
- I said he didn't fit in with us!
- You will get to meet him soon.
525
01:17:14,960 --> 01:17:20,240
What are you trying to imagine?
I'll never see him again!
526
01:17:20,400 --> 01:17:26,000
He was too good for Vellamo,
but i loved him.
527
01:17:26,160 --> 01:17:31,920
He got me to…
He made me believe in the future.
528
01:17:34,800 --> 01:17:38,600
Where is he now? When did he travel?
529
01:17:38,760 --> 01:17:43,520
- He is left. You will see him soon.
- You lie!
530
01:17:43,680 --> 01:17:49,040
He also lied to me
- he lied to me about the future.
531
01:17:49,200 --> 01:17:53,720
No...that doesn't suit me.
532
01:17:54,920 --> 01:18:01,800
My life, it was the career
above all, but I did not hold.
533
01:18:03,480 --> 01:18:06,920
For a poor hour I was happy.
534
01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:12,800
The rest... The rest was just hollowness.
535
01:18:14,440 --> 01:18:20,480
But I am happy and grateful
for what I got to be a part of...
536
01:18:20,640 --> 01:18:25,200
–...because he came from here.
-When you get well...
537
01:18:25,360 --> 01:18:31,280
Then we will travel to Naples and buy
shoes and hit the heels on the roof!
538
01:18:31,440 --> 01:18:36,040
We are not good for anything else.
539
01:18:36,200 --> 01:18:41,240
We cannot be happy
in a normal way.
540
01:18:41,400 --> 01:18:46,600
- Yes, Vellamo!
- You lie! You are lying!
541
01:18:46,760 --> 01:18:50,040
Everyone lies to me.
542
01:18:50,200 --> 01:18:54,920
- Don't you think I know I'm going to die?
–Vellamo...!
543
01:18:55,080 --> 01:19:00,000
We have lied to ourselves,
our life...
544
01:19:01,000 --> 01:19:06,080
- But we had fun in our own way.
-Vellamo...
545
01:19:08,080 --> 01:19:11,040
Hello!
546
01:19:13,880 --> 01:19:16,840
Martin...
547
01:19:17,000 --> 01:19:22,960
where are you
I don't see you!
548
01:19:23,120 --> 01:19:26,960
-Sister, get the doctor!
-Help me!
549
01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:34,560
I don't want to die! good god,
I want to live and see him again!
550
01:19:34,720 --> 01:19:40,560
Martin... I didn't mean what I said!
I didn't know what I said.
551
01:19:40,720 --> 01:19:46,440
Why didn't I let him in?
Why didn't I?!
552
01:19:46,600 --> 01:19:51,240
I don't want to die!
I want to see you again!
553
01:19:51,400 --> 01:19:53,800
Wilhelm...!
554
01:19:53,960 --> 01:19:57,440
I want! I want!!
555
01:20:12,920 --> 01:20:16,520
Miss Toivonen is dead.
556
01:20:45,520 --> 01:20:49,600
Nice to know
that they don't have to carry one so far.
557
01:20:49,760 --> 01:20:55,640
I have already looked out a place.
It is absolutely delightful...
558
01:21:10,400 --> 01:21:15,960
– Good morning, Doctor. Merry Christmas!
-Thank you all the same, Sister Maria.
559
01:21:16,120 --> 01:21:19,640
-Thanks.
- Are they for me?
560
01:21:19,800 --> 01:21:24,080
-Feel how they smell.
-Wonderfully.
561
01:21:24,240 --> 01:21:30,400
The weather is beautiful today!
See how the mountain tops glow in the sun!
562
01:21:35,640 --> 01:21:40,160
It's like an alpine peak,
a sunlit alpine peak–
563
01:21:40,320 --> 01:21:47,240
–the long minute of life that it costs
a whole life to reach.
564
01:22:22,240 --> 01:22:26,240
Beyond the mountains lies our home–
565
01:22:26,400 --> 01:22:30,600
–where we will live
once we leave this.
566
01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:49,200
- Now I've packed.
-Thanks.
567
01:22:49,360 --> 01:22:54,800
You must be happy now,
when can you leave us and go from here?
568
01:22:54,960 --> 01:22:57,160
Yes.
569
01:23:00,560 --> 01:23:06,680
- You know you can't go upstairs.
- I'm going to say goodbye to a dear friend.
570
01:23:06,840 --> 01:23:10,520
But don't stay up too long.
571
01:23:16,720 --> 01:23:20,320
-Are you going to go now?
-Yes.
572
01:23:20,480 --> 01:23:24,600
Cheer up to life
and all beautiful women.
573
01:23:24,760 --> 01:23:27,880
– A travel cabin?
-No, thanks.
574
01:23:28,040 --> 01:23:32,920
Do you allow me to...?
Your toast, Vilhelm.
575
01:23:38,120 --> 01:23:43,480
You are lucky to be able to travel from here.
You're happy, aren't you?
576
01:23:43,640 --> 01:23:47,960
- I wish I hadn't made it.
– William!
577
01:23:48,120 --> 01:23:52,840
Yes! I curse that day
when i woke up–
578
01:23:53,000 --> 01:23:57,640
– just to find
that I have nothing to live for.
579
01:23:57,800 --> 01:24:03,760
You should be ashamed!
You who got the chance to live again!
580
01:24:03,920 --> 01:24:11,200
A youth of 26 curses that gift
that everyone in here would give anything for!
581
01:24:11,360 --> 01:24:18,080
Do you know what you are talking about? You know what
life has to offer, ungrateful fools?
582
01:24:18,240 --> 01:24:24,840
- You don't deserve that gift.
-Forgive me. It was a stupid thing to say.
583
01:24:25,000 --> 01:24:30,960
- But you have to understand me, Martin...
-Do you understand US who have to stay here?
584
01:24:32,280 --> 01:24:35,880
Sure. Forgive me.
585
01:24:44,560 --> 01:24:48,880
-You...
-Yes, what is it?
586
01:24:52,880 --> 01:24:58,080
It is one thing that…
I didn't dare to ask you about before.
587
01:24:58,240 --> 01:25:03,040
- You were with Vellamo when she died.
-Yes.
588
01:25:05,280 --> 01:25:08,280
How did she die?
589
01:25:08,440 --> 01:25:12,520
Calm. Still.
590
01:25:12,680 --> 01:25:17,000
-Did she say something?
-Yes...
591
01:25:17,160 --> 01:25:20,480
She talked about you to the last.
592
01:25:20,640 --> 01:25:26,240
She said she was...happy and grateful
for what has been.
593
01:25:27,480 --> 01:25:31,600
-Did she say that?
-Yes.
594
01:25:31,760 --> 01:25:39,200
She said that...she loved you and...
that you had made her happy.
595
01:25:42,320 --> 01:25:47,520
She said she...was happy and...
596
01:25:47,680 --> 01:25:51,200
...grateful.
597
01:27:13,240 --> 01:27:19,960
The train to Milan
is five minutes late.
598
01:27:31,600 --> 01:27:34,600
Swedish subtitles: Barbro G Hansson
Sweden's Television AB 2005